Friday, December 11, 2020

Main Masoom...میں معصوم

 


Shaytani dimagh ke sath masoom chehra bhi aik Nemat hai. mera zaati khayaal hai, jab مصومیت ko koi mun nah lagaata tha, is ne mujhe gilaay laga liya. shayad yahi wajah hai, hamara masoom sa chehra to sab ne suna tha, par hamein dekh kar to masoom adayey bhi logon ko nazar ayen. aur yeh masoom adayey hamari har ghair Mehram aurat ke samnay –apne poooray joban par hoti hain. waisay bhi kaha jata hai, Pakistani mard masoom ho nah ho, biwi ke samnay masoom banay hi nazar atay hain.

Lekin baat aaj meri masomiyat ki ho rahi hai to mein batata chaloon, kabhi kabhi mujhe lagta hai, ke bachpan mein polio ke bajaye mujhe مصومیت ke qatray pilaaye gaye thay. Tabhi mujh se aisi harkaat sarzad huien, jin ka zikar aaj mein danky ki chout par karne ja raha hon .

Lekin es sy pehlay samajh len, mujhe hamdardi se nafrat hai, tasalii se uljan hai, bharam rakhnay bhi nahi atay aur farishta sift to bilkul bhi nahi hon, meethay jhoot ka hunar seekh nahi paaya aur masoom sach ne kayi log chean le mujh se .

Mein aaj tak apni masomiyat par nahi پچھتایا ya. jab bhi پچھتایا apni chalaki par پچھتایا. un baton ke baad bhi jin mardon ko hum masoom nahi lagtay, woh mujhe mashkook lagtay hain aur jin aurton ko hum masoom nahi lagtay woh mujhe mashooq. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. . .

Shuruvaat karte hain school se ,school ke zamane mein mujhe financial advisors bana diya gaya. mein ne apne doston se kaha, jo raat ka khana nahi khaye ga, usay pachaas 50 rupay milein ge. sab dost pachaas pachaas rupay le kar so gaye. jab subah utthay to mein ne kaha, nashta usay miley ga jo pachaas 50 rupay ada kere ga. us din se dost naraaz hain .

Phir college mein meri saheli ne kaha : farz karo tumahray aik crore ki lotry lag jaye aur isi din mujhe koi ighwa kar le aur aik crore maang le, to tum kya karogay? mein ne bhi masoom sa jawab day diya ky yeh namumkin hai meri aik din mein do لاٹریاں lag hi nahi sakteen. es din se dost bhi naraaz. yeh tab se hamara takiya kalaam hai, larki ko jaan bananay se behtar hai, bandah desi ghee kha ke jaan bana le. waisay bhi hamein yaqeen nahi ke mehbooba ki ungli chaye mein ghumanay se chaye meethi hojaye. Agar aisa hota to mera aik masoom sa sawal hai, ke poori mehbooba pani wali tanky mein daal kar rooh afzaa banaya ja sakta hai ?

University mein aik din online class khatam hui to sir ne kaha koi sawal ho to pouchon .
mein pooch betha sir jo darmiyan mein aap ko chaye dainay aayi thee woh kon thee?. Sir bhi naraaz. Zindagi mein mera agay nikal jane ki wajah bhi shayad yeh hai. ke mein ne hamesha un logon ki ghaltion se sabaq seekha hai, jo doosron ne mujh se mahswara lainay ke baad ki hon. Waisay bhi aqal badam khanay se nahi aati, balkay dhoka khanay se aati hai. aur mein ne apni mukhtasir si zindagi mein hamesha dhoka khaye hain. misaal ke tor par khajoor, saib, aanar, angoor, badam, aam, ناشپتی waghera sab dho ke khaye hain. aap bhi dho ke khaya karen .
Aakhir mein, meri 2 gzarshat : ya to hamein mukammal چالاکیاں sikhayi jayen, nahi to hum masoomon ki allag bastiyan banayen jayen. aur dosra meri dolhn shararti honi chahiye kyunkay masoom to mein khud bhi bohat hon .